i miss u so much my darling i dont know what to do the pain is just getting worse everyday i so wish everything was different and i could turn the clock back i would do everything so differently i let u down and ill never forgive myself for that. i've always loved u, you was my first baby so perfect and innocent and u had nothing but suffering and u never complained my poor little baby i just wanna hold u again and play our silly games like we did what i'd give for that i'm so lost without u in my life life has no meaning no more without u in it my whole world u was i love and miss u forever and ever ur the first thing on my mind when i wake and the last thing on my mind when i try to sleep i love u princess xxxxxx(i'm sorry)